If you really knew me...

You would know that...

• it is impossible for me to sit still.
• my dog is like my baby.
• I don't like rules and I do not do well with authority.
• I am extremely claustrophobic.
• my biggest fear is losing the people I love.
• shopping and Chick Fil A can boost my mood in in instant.
• my dream is to help women and girls overcome their issues.
• I love being around people.
• I have zero athletic ability.
• Colt McCoy is my dream boy.
• rude people make me angry.
• my family means the world to me.
• I have an anxiety disorder.
• I have the craziest, most realistic dreams ever.
• writing is the only thing I am good at. I've only ever showed two people my writings.
• I still believe in morals and values.
• hot natured does not even begin to describe me.
• feet scare me. they are disgusting.
• I paint my nails based on my mood.
• I don't eat beef.
• If I forget to take my ADHD meds, I will literally want to sleep all day and have no motivation.
• I tend to be pessimistic.
• Talking in front of a bunch of people makes me nervous.
• I hate how short I am.
• my closet is color coded.
• Sweet tea is like my drug.
• I over analyze everything.
• I am not embarrassed to tell you anything.
• God didn't give me patience.
• I want a love like Nathan and Haley.
• I used to want to be a songwriter.
• My best friend is my cousin. My second best friend is a boy. My third best friend has a unique name.
• there are only two people who have the ability to make my emotions show despite my efforts to conceal them.
• I am obsessed with all things colorful.

Sophomore year is finally here.

Okay so I have not been blogging regularly. And I haven't blogged in like a month. Super sad. Summer was way too busy, and I cannot believe it is already over. So now I am back at TCU and it is awesome. I definitely missed this city. Living in Ponder where you have to drive at least 20 minutes to get to anything was just totally not my style. I'm glad to be back in the Fort and have Fuzzy's right across the street from me and Target five miles down the road.
The best thing about being back in the Fort is definitely my new apartment. Last year I loved in a hole that they called a dorm. My apartment feels like a mansion compared to that. I have three roommates and we all have our own rooms, bathrooms, and closets. We also have a living room, kitchen, and washer/dryer. We absolutely love it. I love cooking my own meals and taking a shower without wearing shower shoes.
Of course coming back I was really nervous. Last year was so difficult and coming back I was scared that I would feel the same was as last year. It has been barely a week, but so far I have not had any breakdowns and everything is going well. So cheers to that :)
That's all I got for now. I will write more about college life later.

because I am obsessed with Pinterest

I totally do thisss ^

I want this house ^

It Gets Better.

Have you heard of the It Gets Better Project? A man named Dan Savage made a video with his partner and posted it on Youtube hoping to help stop the hate crimes and bullying against homosexuals and to help the gays and lesbians to know that it gets better. This video launched the "It Gets Better Project". It Gets Better is now a website where you can go for support. You can watch other LGBT's videos of how their life has gotten better since they came out. You can also take the pledge to promise that you will not bully others just because of their sexuality. You pledge to help the LGBT community know that it gets better as time goes on.

I watched a few of the videos and my mindset was instantly changed. I could not believe that people could be so cruel to a person that they would physically and emotionally harm them just because they are different. It is not right to bully people, to tie them to a tree and throw rocks at them, or run through the arms of a gay couple holding hands. Just because they are gay, it does not make them any less human than you. Just because they are different than you does not give you the right to do or say unkind things to them. They have feelings too.

Let me just say that I do not really believe in being gay. I do believe that people are people, whether gay or straight, and they should not be treated differently for being who they are or want to be. I do not have a personal problem with gay people. My problem lies on the spiritual side of it all, but that is a different story and I haven't quite figured that one out yet. Innocent people should not be teased or beaten to death because they are gay. Gay people should not feel like they have to commit suicide in order to escape all the negativity they deal with. Death is not the answer. Be kind to the LGBT's even if you do not agree with their decisions. Even if you have a problem with it, keep it to yourself. Is saying one mean comment really worth the emotional pain you could cause that person?

Alot of people say stuff like "I'm a Christian, and we do not believe in being gay". Well I'm a Christian and pretty sure it says in the Bible to love your neighbor as yourself. Love EVERYBODY. Love them even if they are black, gay, Muslim, elderly, lesbian, Mexican, white, or go to OU. You are called to love everyone. So as a Christian, you definitely should not be one to tease or bully a gay person. You should be the one to love them and be there for them. That is what a real Christian would do.

Remind your friends not to make fun of any LGBT and stick up for those being bullied. Sign the It Gets Better pledge to let others know that it gets better. No one deserves to be harassed or put to death just for being different.

Painting the room

So I am re-doing my room this summer. It has been the same ever since I moved in 5 years ago, so I figured it was time for a change. I am painting one of my walls a dark pink and I got a cute new comforter. Its white with a black flower pattern on it and has pink sheets. I am so excited to change up my room! I'll post completed pictures when it is completely finished.

Its sooo PINK! :)

be inspired.

a few of my favorites.